In her own world. [Part 2]

Mom: Alo? mno m3ay?

Person on the phone: ummm? m'3al6a. bye.

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Wait.. what just happened?

9oot bnaya..

Ha mb 7amood?

Was he faking it?

7amod is the youngest out of 6 boys ya3ni ma3nda 5awat iyrdoon..

What the hell was that?

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My mom threw the phone at me and gave me the death stare then added with her threatening tone,

Mom: Meera ana mt7amltnch hatha kla mb 3shan itzeedeny blawiy kfaya el 4 ele 3ndy 6l3at ro7y weyahm. Abach itkonen nafshm maba 8lat el adab w tara ha 3ainy 3alaich ya bnt m7amad.

I gave her the 'shu hal mthala look' and left.

I hate it when she mentions my dad. Walla mb lazm walla.

Laish it’thlooni?

I went upstairs crying to Mahari’s room 6ab3an because no one knew me as much as she did.

She did the usual, hug me and remind me of stupid things that would eventually make me laugh and forget about everything that happened, which is kinda satisfying ya3ni..

Mahari gave me the omg shu 9ar look and I just replied with the usual..

Me: wayed thalatny? laish et'3ayrat wayed? adry eny m'9ayga 3alaiha w che bas walla mb thanby!!! w shay thany z5atny w ana achof chat mal 7amood w dagat 3alaih w sawatly 89a 3gb bnt radat! Shaklha 7abebta il ydeda :( Mahari please :(

Mahari hated her Mom yom etswy che w dom t5abrha bas mafy amal.

Mahari: 7bebty, awal shay, tbn f 7amod! 5al hal zft a5r hamch! W shay thany, Mama ymkn kanat mrtabsha w mb 3arfa shu yalsa etgoool tara enty e5tna 3adi w b6gag 7beebty ensaiha ana barms’ha 3gb!

Okay that kinda did make me feel better ishwaaaay.

Me: mahari mb chana t2a5ro gom G6ar?

Mahari: haih shway galo byt25ron ma3rf shu salfthm

Me: ahaa enshallah iy6wlon mabahm iychofoni che -_-

15 minutes passed w ana mb yalsa aswy shay 7ta bbm madgaita..

Dashait 3 twitter shway achof shu el updates…..

@7amood_sks: Fdait #A <33

W AIH MNO ENSHALLAH AYHOOK YNANWAT JAHANAM!!!!!!!!!

I couldn’t just ignore that!

So I replied: Ta 3sak tthana :)..

I blocked, deleted and ignored this person and forgot him (not really) like he never existed.

*notification*

@MahraEissa_:  got the besttt sis ever! a7bchhh merootyy @MeeraMohammed!

I looked at Mahra and spilled it..

Me: Mahari? laish enty el w7eda ele t3tbreny ka e5tch w mb ya3ni mthl 5al-- 8a9dy mama w goom Nada? 9a7 Nada, Yasoof w 3alooy iy7bony bas m7ad ykalmny ka e5t nafsch, laish? Is it 3shan when i moved in yoom mama w baba twafaw allah yr7amhm knt t8reban nafs 3mrch w we got close? Wla 3shan u felt sorry for me?

Mahari glazed at me and answered with a tear..

Mahari: Meero, yom 5alo Asma w 3amy M7amad twafo yom el 7adth, enty knty yallah yallah itkamlen el 5ams w makan 3ndch 7ad..ya3ny maknty t3rfeen el salfa, ana knt akbar w knt fahma w dom knty ts2leeny 3anhm w knt doom agolch msafreen w enty trden enzain mta bayrdon? mno bywdeny el al3ab? laish ma5brony? w t9dgeen ma3rf, 7sait you’ll be an awesome younger sister whom I’ve always wished for so I treated you 3adl... w ya3ni omch he ba3ad tstwy e5t omy fa ya3ny '3a9ban 3ana mbtlsheen fech wya wayhch. a7bch Meero w lo enshallah shu ana doom ba3tbrch e5ty! Mkanch f galby mb 9'3eer..

6ala3t Mahroo and decided to break the depressing atmosphere and said

Me: wya kl el shbab ele mrab3tnhm mkany f galbch ykfy a9lan?

Mswadat el wayh 3agat 3alay el pillow w tamat t'97aak!

Mama(yes i call her Mama cuz i got used to it that way) came in totally ignoring me and looked at Mahari ena yalla gomy nzly yayeen!

ela w asma3 el 7reem wl yahal dasheen weya 7ashrthm...

"Ahl el baaait waainkm 3ad?" *G6ri accent which I absolutely adored*

Mom: halla walla mnawreeeen!

As she went down the stairs to greet them.

Don’t get me wrong, I love mama bas ya3ni... Its too much for me to handle :(

In her own world. [Part 1]

I wake up yawning and stretching from my 10 hour sleep session and guess what? Its friday.

As in family day. Mool mb mtfayga!

I got into a fight with 7amood yesterday w che UGH! Maba akalm 7ad.

I just wanna stare at my blackberry and wait for him to bbm me.

3al a8al iygoly good morning ya3ny malat 3alaih.

A9lan the fight ams was stupid.. mool mala ma3na!

Ams che at 11 yaya aba an5md ela w 7amod mswnly 6af mn 2 hours. Na3am ya3ni?

So tmait a7shra bl pingat ya3ni glt ymkn yrd w y3tithr ena 5alany ro7i!

ela wl a5 m3a9b iygool bas bala 7ana! E7lf bas?

I dropped everything glt b6gag ily y6gah w r7t argd.

Mayani rgad ela lain athan el fayr w ana a7ateh.

Glt basweela 6af 5ala ymkn yt2adab shway?

Sunita dashat twa3eeny w sawat mthl ma mama 3almatha, tband el AC w tfch el laitat which i absolutely hate!!

9ara5t ena bas yallaaa 6l3y

3adi hay Sunita weyana mnn 18 years. So technically she was always there..

Mahari e5ty dashat 3lay et'thakrny ena my cousins mnn G6ar are on their way. My mom is fully g6ry.

SHITTT!

Kaif nsait?!!!

Ya raabeeee mafyaaaa uf!

Mahari 7asat ena mazajy mt3akr bl gw, chan ts2alny... 

Mahari: Meero, balach enty m5nfra mnn 9ba7 allah 5air?

Mahari is like my closest sister, more like my best friend though.

She was older than me b 3 years w kanat a7lana.

E5ty Nada el kbera akbar 3ani b 7 years, 22 soon to be 23.

My brothers, Yousef (everyone calls him yasof) was older than Nada b 5 minutes, twins.

And a5eran fdait galba, my favorite brother 3aloooy(3li), was 26!

I stared at mahari for like 5 seconds then snapped put of it and asked her,

Me: lazm atlabas? lazam iykon shakly mratab? ela my cousins w y3ny achofhm kl shahar -_-

I could see my reflection through the mirror.. Honestly, I’d think I’m hot. I got the perfect skin tone, maybe not so perfect body that I’m working on and a perfect smile. '3roor much?

Etha ana che Mahari sho? Mahari 3yonha wsa3 w mcha7la mnn raby, shes kinda my height around 163cm, sha3rha '3lee'6 w yay 3ala buni che..

Tamait a6al3ha then decided to get up, its around 1 and the guests usually come around 2:30.

Took a shower, straightened my hair, put on light make up ya3ni mascara w concealer w ch7al w shway powder. This is my definition of simple make up. Any person who'd see me would think I’m a ihavetolooksoprettyallthetime freak... which I kinda am.

Ylast ta7at w 6ab3an mama mrtabsha tratb wya Sunita w Jumana and no one should go to my mom and disturb her w he chee! Lo mno enshallah she'd kick you out haha! Msakeen Sunita w Juju(Jumana).

Put on my headphones and put my phone's music on shuffle, opened the TV in the 9ala, stared at it and waited for something to happen.

I gotta admit, I cannot stay away from 7amood all this time! But I WILL stay strong malat 3laih.

Enzain 3al a8al bbm? 7ta lo BC? ENZAIN YMKN SHAY ESTWA? akalma?

La laa Meero basch. And this conversation stayed in my head for a while..

Ela w achof my Mom behind me after she snatched the headphone mnn ethny..

SHOO?

Mom: mno tkalmeen? laish matrdeen? shtswen ga3da hny raweny talfoonch yallah.

Me: sho akalm rbee3ty 7amdo w asma3 a'3any!

Mom: raweny talfonch yalla!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: *quickly clears 7amoods chat* uf shly!

3ad allah ystr if she saw the messages, pictures, nickname..

my mom had a bb so she knew kl swalf el hiding hay! goom rename w che :p

Mom: mno h? w laish messgat wayed mnha?

Me: *gulp* ....7amdo mama shu fech mb awal mara tsm3en 3anhaa

Mom: walla? hatha r8am 7amdo 3yal? 5alni adg achofha?

did my mom just do that? I know she doesn’t love me like her own kids but... seriously? omg this is another thing to worry about.

trrrnnn trrrn *on speaker*

..... ALO?

In her own world. [Intro]

The mess under her cover?

Who's cover?

Another drama filled story?

Yeeeeepppp. Thats exactly what it is.

I thought it would be for my sake not to "expose" who i am because... well, i dont want people to judge me.. + would it really matter?

So here's a bit of whats waiting ahead of you.

(none of the events/names are true btw, and please ignore my countless typos and messed up grammar. i write without thinking)

*shifts to story mode* lol

Im Meera, 15. local emarati mnn Bu'9abi.

NO NOT ALL EMARATIS ARE FROM DUBAI.

2 other sisters and 2 brothers which makes us a total of 5. (duh)

And 6ab3an my Mom and Dad...sounds like a normal family eh?  ....haha no.

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OKAY, just to clarify things :p

Eissa: Mahari, Nada, Yasoof and 3li's biological father. (dont worry about him! lol)

Meera: 15 years old.

Mahari:18 years old.

Nada and Yasof: 22 soon to be 23.

3li: 26 years old.

Asma and Mohammed: Meera's biological parents.