In her own world. [Part 1]

I wake up yawning and stretching from my 10 hour sleep session and guess what? Its friday.

As in family day. Mool mb mtfayga!

I got into a fight with 7amood yesterday w che UGH! Maba akalm 7ad.

I just wanna stare at my blackberry and wait for him to bbm me.

3al a8al iygoly good morning ya3ny malat 3alaih.

A9lan the fight ams was stupid.. mool mala ma3na!

Ams che at 11 yaya aba an5md ela w 7amod mswnly 6af mn 2 hours. Na3am ya3ni?

So tmait a7shra bl pingat ya3ni glt ymkn yrd w y3tithr ena 5alany ro7i!

ela wl a5 m3a9b iygool bas bala 7ana! E7lf bas?

I dropped everything glt b6gag ily y6gah w r7t argd.

Mayani rgad ela lain athan el fayr w ana a7ateh.

Glt basweela 6af 5ala ymkn yt2adab shway?

Sunita dashat twa3eeny w sawat mthl ma mama 3almatha, tband el AC w tfch el laitat which i absolutely hate!!

9ara5t ena bas yallaaa 6l3y

3adi hay Sunita weyana mnn 18 years. So technically she was always there..

Mahari e5ty dashat 3lay et'thakrny ena my cousins mnn G6ar are on their way. My mom is fully g6ry.

SHITTT!

Kaif nsait?!!!

Ya raabeeee mafyaaaa uf!

Mahari 7asat ena mazajy mt3akr bl gw, chan ts2alny... 

Mahari: Meero, balach enty m5nfra mnn 9ba7 allah 5air?

Mahari is like my closest sister, more like my best friend though.

She was older than me b 3 years w kanat a7lana.

E5ty Nada el kbera akbar 3ani b 7 years, 22 soon to be 23.

My brothers, Yousef (everyone calls him yasof) was older than Nada b 5 minutes, twins.

And a5eran fdait galba, my favorite brother 3aloooy(3li), was 26!

I stared at mahari for like 5 seconds then snapped put of it and asked her,

Me: lazm atlabas? lazam iykon shakly mratab? ela my cousins w y3ny achofhm kl shahar -_-

I could see my reflection through the mirror.. Honestly, I’d think I’m hot. I got the perfect skin tone, maybe not so perfect body that I’m working on and a perfect smile. '3roor much?

Etha ana che Mahari sho? Mahari 3yonha wsa3 w mcha7la mnn raby, shes kinda my height around 163cm, sha3rha '3lee'6 w yay 3ala buni che..

Tamait a6al3ha then decided to get up, its around 1 and the guests usually come around 2:30.

Took a shower, straightened my hair, put on light make up ya3ni mascara w concealer w ch7al w shway powder. This is my definition of simple make up. Any person who'd see me would think I’m a ihavetolooksoprettyallthetime freak... which I kinda am.

Ylast ta7at w 6ab3an mama mrtabsha tratb wya Sunita w Jumana and no one should go to my mom and disturb her w he chee! Lo mno enshallah she'd kick you out haha! Msakeen Sunita w Juju(Jumana).

Put on my headphones and put my phone's music on shuffle, opened the TV in the 9ala, stared at it and waited for something to happen.

I gotta admit, I cannot stay away from 7amood all this time! But I WILL stay strong malat 3laih.

Enzain 3al a8al bbm? 7ta lo BC? ENZAIN YMKN SHAY ESTWA? akalma?

La laa Meero basch. And this conversation stayed in my head for a while..

Ela w achof my Mom behind me after she snatched the headphone mnn ethny..

SHOO?

Mom: mno tkalmeen? laish matrdeen? shtswen ga3da hny raweny talfoonch yallah.

Me: sho akalm rbee3ty 7amdo w asma3 a'3any!

Mom: raweny talfonch yalla!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: *quickly clears 7amoods chat* uf shly!

3ad allah ystr if she saw the messages, pictures, nickname..

my mom had a bb so she knew kl swalf el hiding hay! goom rename w che :p

Mom: mno h? w laish messgat wayed mnha?

Me: *gulp* ....7amdo mama shu fech mb awal mara tsm3en 3anhaa

Mom: walla? hatha r8am 7amdo 3yal? 5alni adg achofha?

did my mom just do that? I know she doesn’t love me like her own kids but... seriously? omg this is another thing to worry about.

trrrnnn trrrn *on speaker*

..... ALO?